this is life

Life is not always like what we want.
It is not always like what other people want.
Most of the times, people are just an irritating source of life experience.
However, remember this:
if you are irritated because of them- we are losing many things in our lives.
So, just move on because they are the ones who are left behind.

In this life, there are many irritating characteristics of people:
(and some people have all of these irritating characteristics in themselves)
1. double-faced
this kind of person is the one who backstab you and pretend to act nicely in front of you.
You feel like punching his face but you should not because you know you are better than him.

2. racist
we always think that racism only happens in a particular situation.
However, it is not, there are people who are racist about nationality.
Such an embarrassing creature! You only can realize this when you become the subject of the racism. For my case, it is an ironic. Dont ask me why, because I know that kind of person is a loser.

3. thirst of power and respect
This characteristic is quite subtle so you need to be more careful with this type. They often brag about themselves or their work. This is to show that he has done something very brilliant. The others agreed but not until he bragged about it. So, in order to solve this kind of problem: just stay humble because you know his head is just too big.
However, this kind might bring consequences like consuming your time because he thinks he is so excellent and important so that he can order you with anything he wants without looking at the condition.

In addition, when you feel lonely:
go watch a movie with friends that can make you better - get some inspirations because movies are great! - there are many good messages that are conveyed across to us! it is just whether you can feel and see them.

A note for my friend:
remember that a stead is only one.
and friends are unlimited.
when you have chosen the only one and neglecting the unlimited ones, you are actually making a long-term decision. you have lost our respects, our words are nothing to you.
People say, the whole world is only for the couple when they fall in love. It is true because you are living in the alien world while the rest are still having a normal life in this normal world.

It is like what my gan kor said long long time ago:
friends are like flowers. they are living thing. you can choose to water the flower or just neglect the flower. But, remember that once the flower withered, you cant reincarnate them- you have lost the trust of a friend. For me, it is a struggle for me to keep all these flowers- i am trying to but it is a difficult thing to me.

To all my flowers: i am sorry. forgive me.

Shut up

Sometimes we need to learn how to
shut up.
even if ceteris paribus assumption is not applied

because you do not know what is the consequences ahead of your words.

Simply just shut up.

Starting from this year,
Craziness has began.
Hunted by various invisible monsters,
Over and
Over works again.
Life - this is what you call "life".

Extremely 'great' supervisor
Extraordinary piece of work

Flung out from society;
Roasted by all of your words;
Independent wanna-be;
Extremely annoying;
Now, does this exist:
"Don't worry,
So just be happy"?

So what I shall do?
Exempting myself from society,
Live this life blindly, or
F* what have happened?

Listening to a series of melody
which gives a sense of harmony
Behind the curtain was a number of souls,
and I know some of these souls
- behind those faces lie wonderful souls

Once or twice, I oversimplify
And I start to classify
- stereotype, that's how you call it
Today they have proved it:
that I am totally wrong about it

Then the intermission has ended
Everything has to be resumed
What I want is to restart
A whole new chart
from my ex-wicked heart

I saw them performing
but Im not sure if they saw me watching
All of these are just self-initiative;
Some are responsive, appreciative
The rest are just indifferent.

Post activity is at the opposite road
Merging the unusual roads
- this seldom happens
Sitting with some cliche so-called friends:
never know that might be your true friends

I write this blog in the darkness
It reflects myself, I'm hopeless
Indescribable sadness
Unidentified bottomless sources

I write this blog under my blanket
It represents my hidden heart
What I want is a ticket
to show how I should restart

I write this blog alone
It makes me feel like a stone
I hope one day there will be someone
And I hope she is the one

I write this blog on my way to school
Lately I feel I am a fool
I am used as a tool
And now I know this world is cruel

XOXO Gossip Girl

Cehh- this weekend I never do any work *diao*

Instead, I watched Gossip Girl Season 1.
It is super good. ((: love it <3
I have learnt a lot from the storyline.
Idk how to express it, just feel so good when watching.

In addition,
looking at my REAL friends around in hostel make me better.

I really dont know how to express it.
It is just an overwhelming great feeling.

NDP is today! I go watch the preview with fellow boarders and hostel staff.
*as well as enjoying the food and drinks provided*

Dash -

Few days ago, as usual, it was a morning devotion.
Interestingly, that day the topic caught my attention.
The speaker was not very convincing however, the content is really meaningful.

She was talking about dash (-)
Short, seems useless.
but it has a lot of meaning inside
1991 - xxxx
The dash is placed between my years.
The dash is created by me and at the end of the day, when xxxx has come, people will reflect back and see how what we have done to our dash.

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There was a short story shared inside a book that I have just bought "Why simplify?"

A race in a marathon is very easily completed by a runner who usually never win.
When he is asked by the reporter, he answered:
"before i run this race, i have recce this area and memorise the sign post. Then I run to each sign post that I have remembered. I break down this race to many small races. Hence, I feel this marathon is not very long."
This is the same as our life. We can settle things one by one. And ensure that we had seen the big picture of what we are going to do and be a forward-looking person.

For example, I have done my IOP quite well.
So next is TOK and CCA stuff ((:
And at the end im out from this IB life!!
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